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The Drive to DO EVERYTHING

There's no point in staying put, that's why I plan on only going forward.

That's no longer an option for me, and realistically speaking, I suppose it never was.

Saw a sign today, on my way to work, very encouraging, extremely relevent to present situation - Never give up, when one door shuts, another one opens - I just hope it doesn't open too wide, a lot of things could get in which could only make things more complicated.

And on some level, it just has to be easy.

ciao!: )


Blog EntryOct 12, '09 7:56 AM
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'erase and rewind cause I've been changing my mind'. i'm sorry. my bad..

I don't know cause things are not clear..

: ) huwaw smile pa rin haha


it's hard to entertain when you don't even care. haist. haha. and i didn't. but persistence is something you can't easily ignore. ewan.. : ) 

from: super meanie - the worst super hero ever hahaha


Blog EntrySep 1, '09 6:55 AM
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nakapanakit na naman ng tao...minsan talaga, hindi maganda maging honest...though I know in my mind that I had the best intention, I still feel so guilty. Nagkamali yata sa delivery. nabawasan na naman ako ng kaibigan. i feel so sad...really sad. sana maayos pa...

Blog EntryJul 2, '09 1:15 AM
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Consistency - seems simple enough but for other people it seems asking for too much. I found that expecting other people to be consistent in their behavior towards you really makes your life miserable. That kind of fluctuation, and experiencing that consecutively with different people...well, you can expect the worst kind of reaction from me... I'm hoping this is a misery short-lived. I'm asking for someone to help me snap out of it...

Blog EntryJun 23, '09 11:06 PM
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floating on air – I know floating on air typically means being on cloud nine but floating on air, in this case, doesn’t exactly mean the same thing. Ngayon kasi parang unreal lng…that’s what I meant by floating on air, unreal. hmmm how do I put this... it used to be that my life was focused only on my acads but now I have other things in my life. and I think it's actually a good thing. there's my work life, life relating to my field research for thesis, then yung acads. no more room for social life. haha just joking dahil ang social life ko ay integrated naman sa mga iyon. Siguro i'm just adjusting nga kaya parang unreal pa rin, and parang i'm living different lives. haha: ) totoo pala na as you grow older, you get to meet more people and experience more things. Ngayon ko po lang talaga nakikita ang kabutihan ng pagkakaroon ng mga tao sa paligid mo. I'm still a bit anti-social but because of the different people I have met, I have become more open-minded… : )

Blog EntryJun 1, '09 3:13 AM
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I know we’re just in the third round but I cannot help but just express my excitement about the French open. Last night, I watched Roger Federer play against Acasuso (I know right? Imagine hearing those last two syllables over and over again during the match. I could barely contain myself. Hahaha) and how he turned the tables around, winning the third set despite the 5-1 score, with Acasuso on the lead. From that 5-1, Roger was able to mutate the score to 5-6, with Roger now leading!

Even the first set was close. I was really nervous at that first one especially during the tie break. I swear, it felt like all the blood in my body went into my head; my head was throbbing.

Good thing Roger won the game. I don’t know what I would have done if he didn’t, well, one thing’s for sure: it ain’t gonna be a pretty sight. I already looked like a wacko, jumping up and down and screaming my lungs out, during the crucial sets. Who knows what kind of reaction the sight of Federer losing would instigate to me?  

I do I do I do love Roger Federer. His gracefulness on the court, and cool-as-a-cucumber attitude is something that I always look forward to in every tennis tournament. It’s unfortunate that balls channel now gives more air time to golf tournaments – it used to be that tennis matches get more air time – now I get to see Federer less often…

I wish him the best for the French Open. I really really hope he bags this one.

Angels and Demons…an incredible incredible movie. And I think it may take a considerable amount of time before I get over this one.

Though I’m not certain about the accuracy of the details in the movie, Angels and Demons came off as a really well-thought out movie – far from the charades of nonsense, shallow, superficial (I’m being redundant here already, but I just can’t seem to stress it hard enough) movies that disgusts me. We all know these movies – they center on pretty girls and boys whose happiness is defined by popularity, expensive clothes and dating; stories revolving around the same dilemmas. But when you have movies such as Angels and Demons, it becomes a whole new level of entertainment. It’s a teaser to one’s intellect, and it touches on an all-time hard-hitting issue – the classic case of religion vs. science.

And so who wins? In as much as I want to give judgment now, there are still several key messages in the film that I have not completely understood (or heard, audio’s fault, not mine) and may necessitate a second trip to the cinema to watch it again...(oh who am I kidding?). But I do recall a line imparted by a certain cardinal in the story: “Religion is imperfect because man is imperfect…” One can take as it is but for me it was more of an excuse to the inhumane, horrible things that the Church have done to people whom they have labeled as heretics or anti-church.

I think what we have now is a religion of man and no longer a religion of God (I may have heard of this idea before, I'm not sure where, though…). It’s true, I may have doubts on my religion but I strongly believe in God, in the true God. And it’s also true that since I’ve been freed from my education in a Catholic school, I have become more aware and critical of the things that I used to comply to mindlessly. And it has everything and nothing to do with my education in UP [but that’s for another blog].        

Going back…well, the quality of Angels and Demons is only something that you can really expect in a movie starring Tom Hanks – and for a teeny tiny moment, I actually felt kind of envious of him – to be part of something incredible, that majestic, I can just imagine the size of ego he has now.

The twisted thing about the movie is that just when you thought you’ve got all things figured out (and by you, I mean you as the viewer putting him/herself in the position of the Prof. Langdon), poof! It turns out to be the exact opposite. Viewers are made, or manipulated, to love and favor the character of Ewan McGregor and yet he turns out to be the true antagonist in the story! (Ewan McGregor, along with Cate Blanchett, by the way, are prime examples of artists who have a profound understanding of their craft and I really look up to them).

Anyway...

Groβer Job Dan Brown! Groβer Job Ron Howard!


Blog EntryMay 12, '09 12:04 AM
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In my mind, I have created images of how I wanted it to be...I had a solid plan. Now I can say that I am happy with the outcome. It's a nice memory that I will always have with me. 


Blog EntryMay 10, '09 11:53 PM
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i'm scared to find out what i will allow myself to do, if this continues...